It has been 12 months now since I walked away from a long term job. I suppose I initially took the leap back then, but now feels like another one.
For the middle 6 months I was engaged in a volunteer assignment which gave me lots to think about and plenty of space to question what I understand about the world. That period has been book-ended with waiting, organising and planning. I've done my share of job interviews for full time roles. I've been in the "last 2 candidates" (is this just a nice way to say no thanks?) on several occasions, but still I am seeking something. I have spoken with people that were prepared when the roles that I think suit me well came up in the past - I didn't even know those existed.
I have decided to take a change of tact. There are still a number of full time applications that I have out in the ether (that's where they seem to be because companies are sooooo bad at replying or even acknowledging that you have submitted an application). I am not holding my breath for these. Instead I am going to work on my original business plan and look for part time opportunities that allow me to develop myself, do something positive for the world and create a freedom to act in an entrepreneurial.
Making this decision has liberated me from some things. I have decided that big firms are probably not for me. This is nothing about the firms and their culture, and everything about me. You might recall my previous post questioning whether honesty in an interview is a good idea. I have decided if I feel like that in an interview, then probably the company that makes me feel that way, even if it is only my perception of the company, is probably not going to allow me to be my best self.
So, yesterday I started the website for the new business idea - vetsvisitingoz.com. I don't know if this will be successful, but it has sat inside my head for too long not to let it start to develop out in the world. It may be a mistake, but as one quote I have seen suggests, "Don't carry your mistakes around with you. Instead, place them under your feet and use them as stepping stones."
